things i ponder...

Incite you're bummed out cause your carefree days are coming to an end. We all got that way. It's easier just going to school and having someone else provide the food and shelter. As for what other people think..you can't control what they think. You can control how you socialize ..relate to other people. Look in the mirror. Who do you want to be? Ok you don't want to be like the materialistic a-holes. So don't be. Be the person you wish other people were. Only when you find that happy medium of what you expect from yourself and what you think society expects from you will you be happy. I personally treat everybody like I want to be treated unless they start off as an asshole. I they don't like me..I don't care. If you can't laugh you might as well be dead. I'm always laughing!

yeah maybe that is what it is, some kinda sub concious thing. oh well thats good then, cause that means it won't last. but who knows.